I went on a date last night. We went to the movies and watched War of the Worlds (Tom Cruise movie). Do yourself a favor and do not watch this movie. I almost fell asleep watching it. Its a waste of money. Tom Cruise just doesnt do it for me anymore. Plus--He's a freaking prick.

The date went alright. He was sooooooooooooo nice. Nothing will happen besides last night though. Ive heard from a few people he's "Been Around" so... Blah. Too bad. And on top of that i can tell we couldnt have a relationship. He's just one of those people.

Ugh. It hasent hit me yet that its been so long since ive had that. He was such a... such a gentleman.

Before this guy there was and sort of still is this guy named Matt. I met him like a week ago. He wants to be with me but its just he has this control thing i dont like. He makes too clear that he has to be in control ALL THE TIME. Fuck that... Im my own god damn person. I aint going out with nobody who's gonna treat me like im dirt and less of a human with strict rules. To hell with him. Next time he calls me its over.

Take a bow, the night is over theres masqueraders getting over, lights are low, the curtains down, theres noone here, say your lines, but do you feel them, do you meen what you say when theres no one around, watching you watching me, one lonely star, ive always been in love, i guess youve always known its true.